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Nearing the age of 21. People normally feel excited bout it cos they are at their 'legal age'; being able to do anything and everything cos they're free to do so. It's not the case for me. People are asking about my love life. My future plans. I have none. I wasn't worried cos I'm still 20. Like any other people in their early 20s, they just live their lives doing what they want to do, going wherever they wanna go, spending time sharing their laughter and sadness with anyone they wanna share with. Basically they don't even give a thought bout their future. Unlike them... The people around me, asked and told me things that urged me to feel worried bout my own life. 'Do you have a boyfriend?' 'When are you gonna find one?' 'When are you getting married?' 'Oh, your siblings are married, you're next.' Having those questions thrown at me, I can't simply do things because I want to, or I enjoy doing so. I...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! I wish my prayers are heard and granted. I hope the year of Snake would bring all of us great fortune, prosperity and longevity!!
I won't give up, on us... I wonder how's the first month of 2013 for most of us. 31 days just passed, and my holiday is coming to an end. I have yet to do so many things cos I fell sick for a month, and couldn't do things that I want. I still have many cravings and places that I wanna go :( My mind has not been in peace for about 6 months now.. I have many questions and doubts that I can't ask that person directly. I wish someone could give me the answers. To make me stop wondering, stop dreaming, stop waiting, and stop loving (if i have to). I've always thought about how impossible it is for us to fall in love and work things out due to our age gap and distance. But why is it that every time I feel like giving up on our close friendship, someone would tell me that I shouldn't because those are just numbers.  And that it doesn't matter at all as long as our love is strong and true. Why is it that every time when I am on the v...