It's nice to take a long walk by yourself when your head's full of thoughts and your heart's so heavy that you just wish you could do something crazy in the most random place. It's been long since I last felt that way...Yesterday was the first, in Melbourne. I had so many things on my mind, and I just wish those things didn't have to happen. It is not exactly a big matter to any other people but it is big enough of a matter to me. I am the type of girl who wants a win-win solution for both parties. I am the type of girl who doesn't mind getting hurt in exchange for others' happiness. I don't like to see people being hurt because of me. Cos I'd hate myself even more. That's what makes it really hard for me to deal with rejections. I am the reason.