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I won't give up, on us...

I wonder how's the first month of 2013 for most of us.
31 days just passed, and my holiday is coming to an end.
I have yet to do so many things cos I fell sick for a month, and couldn't do things that I want.
I still have many cravings and places that I wanna go :(

My mind has not been in peace for about 6 months now..
I have many questions and doubts that I can't ask that person directly.
I wish someone could give me the answers.
To make me stop wondering, stop dreaming, stop waiting, and stop loving (if i have to).
I've always thought about how impossible it is for us to fall in love and work things out due to our age gap and distance.
But why is it that every time I feel like giving up on our close friendship, someone would tell me that I shouldn't because those are just numbers. 
And that it doesn't matter at all as long as our love is strong and true.

Why is it that every time when I am on the verge of backing out, someone or that person, would give me a tiny bit of hope that things could actually work out between the both of us.

I've been single for almost 4 years now..
I've never liked anyone until about 6 months ago..
Little did I know that I would fall for my own buddy..
I thought platonic friendship exists.
Well, at least, for me and him..
But apparently, what people say is true, it is impossible to develop platonic friendship..
:(

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