Faery Dust

So...... I'm pretty much left with 4 assignments before my final examination starts. Did my first presentation, ever in Melbourne, this morning... Well, i've practiced it for a couple of times and it didn't turn out THAT bad, just that I didn't know what I was talking about until the presentation has ended. But anyway, it was worth the practice. Next week is my mid-semester break. You'd probably be thinking that I'll finally have some time to have fun with my friends. But fact is, I'm gonna spend most of the time doing my assignments. :( Till we meet again.

It's gonna be week 8 very soon. And in no time, it'll be my turn to do my first presentation, ever, in Melbourne!!!!!! May God Bless Me. I need courage.

Oh well, this is my 100th post :) Yay-ness, LOL. I just wanna update this blog so that I can look back on the things I did, struggles I've been through and the achievements I've made :) Right now, I'm feeling so satisfied cos I've just finished my 3rd assignment (group task)! 5 more assignments to goooo yeahhh!!!! 1 due on week 9, 2 due on week 10 and the last 2 is due on week 11. God bless!!! I hope I could finish all the tasks on time, without having to panic!! I need lots of motivation to keep me going forward.. By the way, I've been the quietest and giving the least contribution in my MANCOM group. I don't know what they are going to comment about me in the essay, but I hope they'll be kind enough to write good comments about me. Oh well, it's not that I don't wanna talk or contribute. It's just that 1. They talk too fast. 2. Ambiguity. 3. Basically, they've spoken the ideas that I have in mind. So.....What more can I do? ...

I am officially hating Melbourne. Never thought it would be this hard to adapt to new surroundings. I can't seem to be making friends. I can't seem to enjoy myself. I'm feeling so homesick. I miss my comfort zone. I miss being surrounded by people who care for me. I miss being in a place where everything is familiar to me. I miss ........ home. I'm starting to think that it's the wrong decision for me to start a new life here. I should have stayed in Singapore, continue my education in S.I.M and get done and over with my Bachelor degree, along with my other friends who're in that school.. Well, I know University life is not gonna be easy, in terms of education.. But I'm very sure that it will make your life less tough if you have friends around.. I'm such a lifeless person now. Heading home each day after classes... Spending time watching DVD every night.. I'm like living a life of a robot, doing the same daily routine everyday. Y...