Faery Dust

The reason why I love traveling, is because it's the only escape I can take to run away from the reality. Sometimes all you have to do is to put aside all troubles and have a 'me time' even though it's just for a day or two, and travel around the world to explore the wonders of the world.

It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason. It’s just that… I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It’s how life is. — Sarah Dessen Reminiscing old times as a Studio Ghibli Freak

If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s this: We all want everything to be okay. We don’t even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough. — David Levithan Stepping into the second month of the year 2015, it feels almost unbelievable that a month had went past in a blink of an eye. So far so good, no major incidents, no tricks played on me. That, however, doesn't stop me from worrying how the rest of the year will be. I have always wished for a smooth-sailing year; but it has always turned otherwise. So this time, I guess I'd have to be more specific. I don't wish for an easy year. I wish for a stronger me. I want to be that woman who can take up challenges, face the harsh reality, cope with the unfairness of the world, and one that can always turn to positive thoughts even during bad times. Yes, I think that would be a wise wish...

"i don’t think it’s time that heals hearts, but distance from the person you were when you loved." It takes so much courage to fall in love. So much risk to trust someone you barely knew. One moment feeling so sure that he's the one who will always be there for you till the end of time. Then the next, feeling all crushed up because you realized that life is unfair and somehow, disappointments and anxiety keeps hitting in your face. I never thought distance could be a problem. The feeling of insecurity.

Instead of listing a whole bunch of resolution for the new year, I decided that it will be more meaningful to create a Bucket List whereby there are no 'deadlines' to stick to. Good idea? (: Yes, of course!

It has been a good 2 months since the last post. True how being busy can really keep your mind occupied. Keeping it distracted from thinking too much on the things that are beyond my own control. November is coming; no doubt how fast time flies. I could barely count the time anymore; I go by moments. Whenever the year is coming to an end, I will always look back to see how much I went through over the year and how different I am from who I was back then. What exactly did I achieved in that 365 days. What went wrong. It's not something new that I know of, but each year will always be tougher than the previous. The battle is ongoing and the fight should make you stronger each time. Somehow I feel that there will always be piles of thoughts running in my head. Sleepless nights, and nights where I cry to sleep. Oh well, part and parcels of life. What more can I say.