Faery Dust

Curious.

I know you don't like me going Singapore. But please think of what you've promised me before i agreed to come back here for college. You said i could go back Singapore whenever i have holidays. But how come it seems like i've been here for 8 months, and been to Singapore only once? And it's not like i get to spend my whole holidays there. I got to spend only a few days there. So can't you please, just allow me to go Singapore. Stop having plans to go anywhere further. I am not interested. And, if you think i'm gonna do something bad if i go Singapore, then you're so wrong. All i wanted was at least a week of freedom. I just wanted to meet my friends, catch up with each other, and spend time together. I have no other intention :( You know, i was fucking happy when i heard i'm going to Singapore on 30th Sept. I swear. I even countdown to that date. I couldn't wait to meet my friends there. I even made plans. I was so excited, you co...

"meskipun engkau tlah pergi mungkin takkan kembali aku di sini tetap di sini sayangku aku masih rindu padamu aku masih sayang padamu meski kini cintamu bukan aku dan kini aku tahu jendela hatimu tertutup untukku ingin ku lihat lagi wajah yang selalu ku rindu"

I'm here, I'll always be here, waiting for you. I hope our path would cross again sometime in the future. I hope we'd bump onto each other somewhere, someday. I really wish we could spend some time alone, talking about things i never knew. I miss you, i really do. I'm not gonna find you because i don't wanna ruin your relationship. Let fate decides, Let time heal this wound, Let God plan our future. But for now, I'm still staying here, waiting for you.

I  LOOK  FUGGING  UGLY  :(

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. - Grey's Anatomy

MTV is AWESOME!!! We finished our business communication essay within 2 hours! How cool is that? And we did it without planning!!! 2000 words essay; full report !! I think we're really awesome, seriously.

"The greatest irony of life is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life and sometimes you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again." It's you, it has been you. My first love, are you my true love?