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A few more days to spend with my friends :( I wonder, when will i see them again? When am i coming to Singapore again? Sigh.
I'M GONNA CHILL OUT AT HARD ROCK CAFE TONIGHT ! SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT  !!  DRINK & SWALLOW THOSE SORROWS ! TONIGHT'S A NIGHT TO LOOK FORWARD , &  TONIGHT'S GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT! & I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MAH GIRLS & GUYS IN SINGAPORE NEXT WEEK !!!  *puts in infinity hearts*
This post is especially for bestie I guess!! :D Can't reply her comment in my previous post, so decided to reply by composing a new post. Dear bestie, thanks for being so supportive & for being there for me even though we're miles apart!! Well, you're right, it is what you're thinking about. I have tried letting go, almost fell in love again, but I chose not to!! I wanna be single, I'm not ready to be committed in a relationship yet. And besides that, I wanna get committed in studies & friends. Time is already so limited, if I fall in love again, it'll occupy my studying time! You know I'm easily affected right ? :) & now, I can do well in my studies, because I'm not attached to anyone. Even though I still have feelings for him, it won't affect me as bad when he fall in love with someone else. Probably because I know he's not mine & I don't have any more rights to be jealous. I'm moving on, with him still in my heart. ...
You've found a replacement :') Am I supposed to be glad? Part of me is happy, another part of me isn't. But no matter what, it's time for me to let go of you. Goodbye.
It's 2nd of June today. In 2 months & 29 days time, I'm turning 18. In two years' time, I'll be 20. That's super fast. Each year seems to pass faster & faster to me. Just felt as if I just entered college a month ago. But look, now we're on our first holiday, starting trimester 2 next month. In a blink of an eye, we'd be on our way to Aussie, starting university year 2. Oh my, time really scares me. It goes faster & faster each year. I can't catch up with the pace. Everything seems to move & change so fast. That's what made me scared of the future. I just can't seem to predict & foresee what my future would be like. Or am I just thinking way too much?
As a friend , I wish you the best for a brand new life there. As a friend , I'll miss your presence. As a friend , I hope you'd come back fast. As a friend , I thank you for giving me friendship. As a friend , I thank you for giving me memories to look back at. Take care, my friend . I lost a friend here, but I hope you'd remember me as a friend when you're back. Till then, friend , take good care & be happy. This is how much I cherish friendship, regardless of gender & age, race & religion. When a friend leaves, my heart feels suffocated, feels like my heart is sinking..