Faery Dust

Before 5th May ends,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BELOVED GRANDMA ♥

May you be happier, healthier, luckier, wealthier than you ever were year(s) ago.

May God always be there to guide and protect you in hard times.

May we always be your angels who will always be there for you,

in both good and bad times.

May you be less cranky, more down-to-earth, & more understanding.

May you feel more grateful, thankful and fortunate to have what you already have,

and not look at what you don't possess.

Amen.

I feel that I'm not a good grandchild cos this year,

I forgot totally about your birthday.

I swear, I didn't mean it.

I've always remembered your birthday but today, I messed it up.

I've made you disappointed, sad, and it hurts me.

Listening to your sad voice just made me hate myself.

I really wish I could rewind the time just so that I can wake up earlier,

text you and call you to wish you a very Happy Birthday.

I wish I could hear your loud, happy and excited voice instead.

I wish I didn't have to hear you chasing me off from the call.

Trust me,

I will never let this happen again.

And I wish I could tell you how thankful and grateful I am to have a grandma like you.

I really hope that one day, I can prove it to you through my actions.

Time will never be on our side forever,

so I know that I really have to do it faster before time runs out.

I don't wanna live with more regrets and mistakes.