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It's already 2014.
Almost halfway thru the month of January.
Started off really well, so let's hope it would stay this way and end well too.

What can I say about 2013?
  • I was sick for literally more than half of the year (got me feeling like I almost died).
  • For the first time ever, I had to evacuate out of my own house due to the heavy flood all around Jakarta.
  • My university life ended with a moderate GPA (who cares, I graduated anyway).
  • I struggled with love; tried to deny the love for someone, and accept the love from someone but ended up hurting him.
  • I was being forced to make more friends in the most unpleasant way ever (well, at least to me it is).
  • I traveled to several countries with/without my family; Singapore, Japan, Melbourne, New Zealand, Korea, Surabaya (thank you God, I'm more than grateful and blessed for what you've given me).
  • I went to two major mandarin concerts that I've been waiting for so long; Wang Lee Hom and Jay Chou (both of them are simply beyond words).
What do I look forward to in 2014?
  • Get used to the outside world. Work hard when you should, and play hard when you must.
  • Be myself; get myself reminded that this world is never fair, so why should i try to please everyone that comes into my life.
  • Fall in love with the right one; for the 4th year of my single hood, i finally feel that i am ready to give and to receive, but i am definitely not ready for another heartbreak so please send me the right person to fall in love with.
  • A healthier me; starts off with no snacking in between meals and exercise at least once a week.
  • Be more courageous in all aspects of life.
  • Be less fickle-minded, and more decisive.
  • Be strong and firm so I won't fall and get defeated easily.
Tomorrow marks the first day of work, in Singapore.
I wish that I could handle more or less of the work that I'd be given.
I wish I would like it there.

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