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Gloomy Saturday

It's daylight savings in Melbourne now - 4 hours away from Jakarta's time, 3 hours away from Singapore's.
It's a really dark, gloomy and cold Saturday.
All I ever feel like doing is......nothing but sleep.

Lots of things running through my mind every single day.
Sigh, I have no idea why..
But this semester was supposed to be a very fun one.
I planned to dedicate equal time to social and study life.

However, this semester turns out to be full of shit.
Problems keep coming, one after another.
Endless.
Be it studies, or other non-studies related matters..
Still shit.

Can't believe this semester is coming to an end.
Feeling glad but at the same time, very worried.
Exams are around the corner..
My soul couldn't rest in peace at nights.
My brain couldn't rest well.
Weird dreams.
I guess I'm just a person carrying too much of a burden.

I hope everything would turn better tomorrow.
I hope all the shit that happened during this semester, could be solved and gone for good.
I pray for good things to happen to good people.

- Sigh, honestly, being a good person is tough.
Being good just makes everything wrong.

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