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Happy 20th Birthday, 

to 

Myself!!!!

I am finally 20, note the '2' instead of '1'.

It doesn't mean anything to many people but it sure does mean something to me.

It means that I am growing older, and the people around me are growing older as well.

It's not exactly a good thing because that would mean that we are going to have lesser time to spend together, cos when people grow old and reach the last stage of life, it's what everyone faces - death.

It is inevitable and it's a part of life but I just can't accept it.

When it happens, I am going to experience a serious depression.

Anyway...........

I have my own set of wishlist for my 20th year.

I wanna be more independent.

I wanna be able to rely on no one else but myself.

I wanna be able to make wise decisions on my own.

I wanna have someone I can put my trust and love on.

I wanna have a wide smile on my face every single day.

I wanna succeed in life's challenges.

I wanna be someone that means everything to YOU (everyone).

I wanna be a great person.

I wanna be a filial daughter and granddaughter.

I wanna witness all kind of happiness in everyone's life.

I wanna see my parents and grandparents growing old together and that God could just give us as much time to enjoy life's best moments.

And so on.....

I've been through so many ups and downs, been at the highest peak of happiness and lowest point of life; lost the people I once loved; met people that came only to leave footsteps in my life; had disappointments for the high expectations; and eventually learnt how to be a better person through those hard times. 

After meeting so many people, having to know many friends, been through thick and thins with them, I finally know who are my true and real friends, those that would always be on my side no matter what happens.. 

I just wanna thank everyone who has been a part of my life.

You have no idea how much each of you mean to me.

Thank you for the little things that you did for me.

Thank you for having those sweet surprises on my 20th birthday.

Thank you for making my 20th birthday memorable.

Thank you for those pretty gifts.

Most importantly, thank you for your presences.

It's really touching and heart-warming :')

I really appreciate it. 

Thanks for being awesome, guys!

Thanks for all the blessing, it's been a blessing to know YOU.

PS. Something bad happened just now and I wish I could turn back time to prevent it from happening but I really hope things would get better tomorrow (or at least, soon), and that we could all still live our days with a smile on our faces.You guys are family to me, and families fight at times, but at the end of the day, they'd get back together and forgive each other.