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Homesick

I am officially hating Melbourne.

Never thought it would be this hard to adapt to new surroundings.
I can't seem to be making friends.
I can't seem to enjoy myself.
I'm feeling so homesick.
I miss my comfort zone.
I miss being surrounded by people who care for me.
I miss being in a place where everything is familiar to me.
I miss ........ home.

I'm starting to think that it's the wrong decision for me to start a new life here.
I should have stayed in Singapore, continue my education in S.I.M and get done and over with my Bachelor degree, along with my other friends who're in that school..

Well, I know University life is not gonna be easy, in terms of education..
But I'm very sure that it will make your life less tough if you have friends around..
I'm such a lifeless person now.
Heading home each day after classes...
Spending time watching DVD every night..
I'm like living a life of a robot, doing the same daily routine everyday.
Yes, I'm sick of this life. I miss my old life.
I miss the freedom I used to have; though limited, but it's better than not having anyone to limit your freedom.
Well, I have all the freedom in the world right now, but look, I have no entertainment here, no reason for me to stay out till midnight...
And I'm basically a loner right here..

:'( I miss those times back then when I was in Singapore....

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