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It’s 1.30am in Melbourne right now.
I’m still wide awake, my mind tells me to sleep but my heart’s telling me to do otherwise.
I haven’t been blogging for ages, prolly cos I haven’t got the mood since then and I don’t have any internet connection here (cos it’s freakin expensive).
Talking about adapting to new surroundings and making new friends, frankly, I haven’t got used to this new environment yet. Making new friends in Uni isn’t as easy as in high school anymore. Well, prolly cos they have their own groups, they choose who they wanna hang out with, and somehow, it’s really hard for me to make new friends, or have a new clique of friends. Caucasians hang out with Caucasians, while Asians hang out with Asians. Not talking about racism, or being communist. Maybe they just wont clique.
Perhaps having as much freedom isn’t a good thing as well.  I have no idea how to spend my weekends here. Clubs? Café? Problem is, I haven’t got myself new friends to clique yet. Or probably, never ever.
I’m starting to miss Jakarta. Homesick? Yeah, probably. Where’s my entertainment here? Living all alone isn’t as fun as I thought it would be. It’s all about managing everything on your own, which part of that is great?
Not to mention University life being tough. I’ve taken a few subjects and have dropped quite a lot of subjects too.

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