A sudden regret

I was so hyper with my MTV MOT in Facebook when suddenly a click stops everything.
Yes, i don't know why, my heart doesn't want to listen to what i say anymore.
My heart is starting to control me, i can't help it but to click on his profile account.
I kept saying to myself, ' Vera, stop looking at the past, it's over, nothing can be done. So stop looking at his profile and get hurt in the end '
But i just couldn't help it.

Seeing him smiling so happily with her, used to make me happy, and relieved.
But not anymore now, it's like making the wound in my heart grow bigger instead.
It's been about 3 years, why can't i forget bout you?
I was the one who let you go.
I was the one who was so heartless and so persistent to make you go.
I was the one who made a mess, who broke your heart so badly.
I was the one who thought there were no hope in our love.
Maybe i was wrong. But then again, maybe i was right.
I don't know, I really don't.

All i know, and am sure of, is that i still have feelings for you.
It's just hiding in the corner of my heart.
I used to be able to ignore it, but i cannot do that anymore now.