This post is especially for bestie I guess!! :D
Can't reply her comment in my previous post, so decided to reply by composing a new post.
Dear bestie, thanks for being so supportive & for being there for me even though we're miles apart!! Well, you're right, it is what you're thinking about. I have tried letting go, almost fell in love again, but I chose not to!! I wanna be single, I'm not ready to be committed in a relationship yet. And besides that, I wanna get committed in studies & friends. Time is already so limited, if I fall in love again, it'll occupy my studying time! You know I'm easily affected right ? :) & now, I can do well in my studies, because I'm not attached to anyone. Even though I still have feelings for him, it won't affect me as bad when he fall in love with someone else. Probably because I know he's not mine & I don't have any more rights to be jealous. I'm moving on, with him still in my heart. i can't totally let go of him, cause I don't wanna fall in love with anyone else yet. & you know that after so much we've been through, it's kinda tough & almost impossible to just forget them all & move on. Eh I don't know if I'm talking sense here, but will explain more when I meet you! Complicating sia!! :( stupid love!
Can't reply her comment in my previous post, so decided to reply by composing a new post.
Dear bestie, thanks for being so supportive & for being there for me even though we're miles apart!! Well, you're right, it is what you're thinking about. I have tried letting go, almost fell in love again, but I chose not to!! I wanna be single, I'm not ready to be committed in a relationship yet. And besides that, I wanna get committed in studies & friends. Time is already so limited, if I fall in love again, it'll occupy my studying time! You know I'm easily affected right ? :) & now, I can do well in my studies, because I'm not attached to anyone. Even though I still have feelings for him, it won't affect me as bad when he fall in love with someone else. Probably because I know he's not mine & I don't have any more rights to be jealous. I'm moving on, with him still in my heart. i can't totally let go of him, cause I don't wanna fall in love with anyone else yet. & you know that after so much we've been through, it's kinda tough & almost impossible to just forget them all & move on. Eh I don't know if I'm talking sense here, but will explain more when I meet you! Complicating sia!! :( stupid love!
A mistake you'd commit is to think that I'm never feeling the same . (:
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