College officially starts tomorrow..
Am i ready? No.
Am i scared? Yes.
My heartbeat just beats faster whenever i think of school now.
Orientation on the 18th and 19th of Feb was purely just talks given by the Principal , Vice Principal, and a lecturer.
Introduction about the school was made.
Rules and regulations , academic cultures was introduced.
College sounds like all work and no play,to me.
I hope they can prove me wrong.
They say we're considered as university students,and that we're competing with top schools such as harvard,cambridge and oxford.
All that's on my mind were words like 'die' , 'shit', and all vulgars you can think of!
Seriously,i'm even unsure if i can graduate from this college.
Rules and Regulations..
Strictly no plagiarisms.
Can't be late.
Can't skip school.
Can't eat in class.
I don't know if i can adapt to it , because i know i haven't been really obeying rules in high school.
Seems like i've been a bad kid in GESS.
I could remember vividly how i took my own sweet time to get up and go school even when i know i'm gonna be late.
Probably because i know that i'm just gonna get an hour of detention,as usual.
Then there are some days,when one of us didn't feel like going to school,and the excuses seem convincing enough to drag the rest to skip school too.
That's also because we know that with parent's letter,we can skip all interrogations.
When it comes to homework,i'd always leave a lot of blanks,and ended up copying before the lesson start.
I still remember the times when we brought our own lunch box to eat in class during recess so that we could save up a little on our expense.
Sometimes after one lesson,we'd go toilet or loiter around the corridor,chit chatting, thinking it's alright to be late for the next lesson.
It became a habit to repeat all of those for 5 years.
Now i gotta get rid of them,and start being a good kid.
It'll be difficult,but hopefully i'd be able to get over it fast.
There'll be 3 lessons tomorrow,2 hours each.
Starts at 8am,and ends at 3pm.
Will i be able to keep myself awake throughout all 3 lessons??
Even if i can't,i have to!
Jesus Christ,i can't believe i'm doing it...
Am i ready? No.
Am i scared? Yes.
My heartbeat just beats faster whenever i think of school now.
Orientation on the 18th and 19th of Feb was purely just talks given by the Principal , Vice Principal, and a lecturer.
Introduction about the school was made.
Rules and regulations , academic cultures was introduced.
College sounds like all work and no play,to me.
I hope they can prove me wrong.
They say we're considered as university students,and that we're competing with top schools such as harvard,cambridge and oxford.
All that's on my mind were words like 'die' , 'shit', and all vulgars you can think of!
Seriously,i'm even unsure if i can graduate from this college.
Rules and Regulations..
Strictly no plagiarisms.
Can't be late.
Can't skip school.
Can't eat in class.
I don't know if i can adapt to it , because i know i haven't been really obeying rules in high school.
Seems like i've been a bad kid in GESS.
I could remember vividly how i took my own sweet time to get up and go school even when i know i'm gonna be late.
Probably because i know that i'm just gonna get an hour of detention,as usual.
Then there are some days,when one of us didn't feel like going to school,and the excuses seem convincing enough to drag the rest to skip school too.
That's also because we know that with parent's letter,we can skip all interrogations.
When it comes to homework,i'd always leave a lot of blanks,and ended up copying before the lesson start.
I still remember the times when we brought our own lunch box to eat in class during recess so that we could save up a little on our expense.
Sometimes after one lesson,we'd go toilet or loiter around the corridor,chit chatting, thinking it's alright to be late for the next lesson.
It became a habit to repeat all of those for 5 years.
Now i gotta get rid of them,and start being a good kid.
It'll be difficult,but hopefully i'd be able to get over it fast.
There'll be 3 lessons tomorrow,2 hours each.
Starts at 8am,and ends at 3pm.
Will i be able to keep myself awake throughout all 3 lessons??
Even if i can't,i have to!
Jesus Christ,i can't believe i'm doing it...
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